The Dogs

Hankie the BeagleHankie was hit at least three to four times and went down heavy. Heʼs old and tottery and was at the wrong place at the wrong time. Milo was bitten multiple times, too, but heʼs young and strong and gave more than he took. Abbie joined in the fray and the chase, but was unhurt.

The Grey FoxThe grey fox was a beautiful animal but something was terribly wrong. When I first heard Miloʼs high pitched excited bark, I was at the top of the yard cleaning around the small pond. I thought he had been hurt and ran down to where all three dogs were. Then the fox burst out of the evergreens and made a bee line for the woods with the dogs in pursuit. It all happened so fast that I wasnʼt sure it was a fox — we also have predatory coyotes in these hills of eastern West Virginia.

The chase was on and the dogs were becoming ever more agitated. You could almost smell the canine adrenaline as they raced about but stopped abruptly just this side of where the Invisible Fence warns them to beware. When I went inside to tell Jody what had just happened, I again heard the frantic barking of all three. I found it incomprehensible that the fox would have returned from the relative safety of the woods. Before I knew it, the dogs had chased it out of the yard again, down in the back where Jodyʼs clothes line is drawn. Just above that clothes line a few years earlier, it was a different scene, one of birth and renewal. It was a place where we watched a momma hummingbird raise two little ones in a nest that gives new meaning to the size of “a bump on a log.”

During all this ruckus, I found myself thinking of my childhood and being with my father with a gun in my young hands. But it was never a comfortable world and I didnʼt belong in it. Even at a young age, I figured he knew he had a mismatched son who would never follow in his footsteps. He shook his head when I told him I didnʼt like to see the animals die. All he said was that Iʼd never make a hunter. That was fine with me, but I know he was disappointed in me. Earlier on, I had shot up a poor squirrel that had gotten hung up in some high grape vines. I was carrying an oversized Winchester 12-gauge pump and it seemed reasonable in my head that the only way that squirrel was coming down was if I tore the grapevines out with the pellets of the shotgun shell. Brooks was not amused, especially when he told me how much shells cost. The hunting trips were not over, though, for several more years as he continued to force me to go along as he hunted rabbits and pheasants and the occasional quail.

My childhood dog TimberMy childhood dog Timber, littermate to Sawdust who ran under a moving car while young and carefree as Timber ran behind it, was a great hunter. I spent a lot of capital in the mid 1950s wooing the little girl who lived behind us and who had the last say on who got a pup. She was the Margaret to my Dennis the Menace. I had to really hold my nose to play up to her to get those dogs. Reflecting back, I was a real cad,though, since I promptly dumped her once I had my prize. Their mother Blondie was a purebred Beagle who had had an illicit encounter with an equally handsome dashhound, albeit a street-wise one who had an eye for the ladies. He was a cad, too, who “trotted freely in the street,” Lawrence Ferlinghetti style. That was a different time when dogs played and wandered about on their own and there were no stinkinʼ leash laws.

My heart broke, though, with that terrible morning call from the vet who summoned my father to tell us that Sawdust had not made it through the night. I was devastated. How had this happened. My beloved dog was dead. My dad and I went together to get him and bury him in our little back yard.

Years later when Timber worked his little butt off flushing a rabbit from a brush pile he looked at me with what can only be great disappointment, if not disgust, when I shot behind the rabbit who then hopped off to be a target another day. Timber lived to a very ripe old age and thumped his tale against the floor when I visited him late in his life when I was a young adult. He simply disappeared on my father a little later when they stopped to see a farmer where my father had hunted earlier. The old boy had simply wandered off to die and wasnʼt going to be flushed out of any brush pile.

“The dog trots freely in the street
and has his own dog’s life to live
and to think about
and to reflect upon
touching and tasting and testing everything
investigating everything
without benefit of perjury
a real realist
with a real tale to tell
and a real tail to tell it with…”

With these thoughts in my head, I again heard Milo, who was screaming at the other end of the yard as he closed in on the fox. It just wasnʼt natural, though, that the fox should be out in the daytime and would keep coming back to the yard where the three dogs had worked themselves into a lather and were waiting. It was their turf and they knew it. Something was very wrong.

Then the fox made a break for it and raced toward poor old Hank who didnʼt know what hit him. Milo charged ahead immediately to Hankʼs rescue and soon had the fox by the neck. Somehow or other, though, the fox managed to get away back into the woods. This all happened so fast and I found myself kneeling by Hank to see how badly he had been bitten.

I then went back into the house to get my Remington 22, an ancient automatic that I used to tote as a boy when I hunted squirrels with my father nearly 60 years ago. He liked to fish and hunt small game and birds. It was a way of putting meat on the table during the Depression in that part of Appalachian Ohio where he grew up on a poor hillside farm.

Hankie hobbled after Jody who put all the dogs in the garage along with the cats as I stalked the property. But the fox wasnʼt showing, so we turned Milo out again. He was a hunting machine, repeatedly covering the nearly one-acre grounds as he swept back and forth. I knew and he knew that the fox had returned.

“The dog trots freely in the street
and sees reality
and the things he sees
are bigger than himself
and the things he sees
are his reality…
and the things he smells
smell something like himself…”

I was standing on the concrete pad outside the garage door where Milo and Hank had gotten into a fairly serious snapping and name calling contest earlier in the week. They had fought over a scrap of carrot that they enjoy as a little bedtime snack. The fight was quickly over, though, and they walked together for one last leg lifting before bunking down for the night. Now Milo was defending Hankie like a brother on the battlefield.

All of a sudden Milo shot around the corner where my old Isuzu Amigo was parked. He just kept right on going past me, agitated and ready, a serious dog not in the mood for play. Quickly behind him in the cunning fashion of giving the hound the slip, the fox came around the same corner. I instantly shot it without even aiming. It immediately went down. I shot it twice more to end its hurt.

My soldier days

I didnʼt have Miloʼs desire to kill the fox, but I told myself I had no choice. I suspected it was rabid, due to its behavior. It had taken the fight to the dogs rather than fleeing, had bitten two of them and wouldnʼt go away. We had reason to fear this animal. Two of our cats were in the garage and two were in the house. They would all have been easy marks.

After the shots were fired, I thought of my own war time days, now so long ago but still always edgy in my mind. I was a Willie and Joe kind of soldier way back then, taking every opportunity to pull my boots off in the jungle to rest my “dogs” and complain about the Army. Much to everyoneʼs surprise, I blossomed on the firing range and my marksmanship was impeccable. But that was a lifetime ago when the world was younger and so was I.

As is typical in such places, we had camp dogs that hung around for bits of scraps. They all had curled tails and never let you get too up-close and personal with them,though. But they always made me smile. I looked after a few of them, but then had to say goodbye when it was time to go.

“ …what he hears is very discouraging
very depressing
very absurd to a sad young dog like himself
to a serious dog like himself
But he has his own free world to live in
His own fleas to eat
He will not be muzzled
Congressman Doyle is just another
fire hydrant
to him…”

The three amigos

In the early afternoon, I took Milo and Hank to the vet to get rabies booster shots. Abbie didnʼt need one, since she had just had her 3-year inoculation in April. Theyʼre also on antibiotics just in case the fox bites turn nasty.

Later, the three amigos would enjoy a hearty meal and then plop down close together for a late afternoon siesta. They were spent. What a day.

Brain tissue from the fox is on its way to Charleston to determine whether the poor creature was indeed rabid. This had been a handsome animal of the forest who rounded the corner

“…and looking
like a living question mark
into the great gramophone
of puzzling existence
with its wondrous hollow horn
which always seems
just about to spout forth
some Victorious answer
to everything…”

David Evans

David Evans

I'm retired from another life and live in the mountains of eastern West Virginia with my muse Jody along with one little and two big dogs and a diminishing pride of two cats and other critters who come along the path from time to time. I retired one morning years ago when I woke up and said, "This is the day." It was simply time to do something new with my life. I had done whatever I did long enough, and now it was time to do something else. Being independent and no longer in the reins of someone else's driver, I believe I have found something to cherish that I never had before. Retirement may be dull and boring, but that's true only if you are dull and boring. But if you’re like I was, and am, I saw a lot of things as I went along the trail that I would have liked to linger over a lot longer if I had had the time to spare. Above all, I wanted to think about what they meant and have the chance to go back over them and figure them out. I'm not abashed to say that today I lead a life of real luxury. I also recognize that I'm a lucky boy. In the words of Katherine Anne Porter: "My life has been incredible, I don't believe a word of it." I am the author of the recently published collection of essays entitled Meeting Memory In The Dark. Earlier I self-published Words To Woo Her By And Other Distractions Along The Way; Tunes of Glory: The Slow Ticking of the Heart; Cradle My Soul: Glimpses Into Other Lives; and Unscheduled Stops: Essays on Love, Loss and Other Roadside Attractions. All are available on either Amazon or Create Space, a subsidiary of Amazon. Proceeds go to the Almost Heaven Golden Retriever Rescue and Sanctuary in Capon Bridge, West Virginia.